I cried.

Yes I did..and it wasn't on the script. I was supposedly emotionless..and besides the administrative cock-up had frayed my nerves a little..but I still did.

Nic- "You jealous that you don't have such a good sergeant ah?"
Ara- "The sect com who inspired the fastest mine cluster"

I feel so touched. I'm appreciated and I did my part as their commander. I feel proud that I did a good job with the organisation that I share a love-hate relationship with. P6 and MEC HQ will always be a part of me wherever I go. All the shit..all the fun...all the cursing we shared over our chef de cuisine feasts...I will always remember.

I reserve special mention for my greatest friends at MEC. Kenneth, Danne, Yao Zhen, Kok Loong n Eugene...thanks for accompanying me on my last trip out the gates. Although you guys saw a really ugly me with eyes red and wet..I guess you guys probably understand too that I really miss the great slacking times we had, the canteen breaks, the talk cock sessions...I am not sore about going over there because of you guys. Thanks for making my stay so fun and enjoyable..Hope I get to meet u guys after ur xiao long bao feast! I'm so sorry I cannot make it...

P6...esp my sect 3..for the memories..the squeezing inside the vehicle...the prep for ops...the soccer competitions, the buffets...everything! It was sad leaving Bravo but now that it is all just a memory...I feel even worse. I hope I did a good job leading u all and hope everything goes well for ur ex.

Jasper..for being such a great friend...hope we stay in touch

I really dunno who will actually read this but typing my heartfelt thoughts I feel is an appropriate way to draw a curtain to the past 22 months of mixed emotions. BMT first day to the moment my pink IC touched my fingers...it has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. I love my family...I love my gf more since...to baby: we made it! :) Thanks for goin thru my hell and my heaven with me...Ti amo

ORD LO!

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